NYC psychotherapist Colette Dowling,LMSW, author of the following article on Real Love, has written eight books on women's psychological issues, including The Cinderella Complex: Women's Hidden Fear of Independence, which was translated into 23 languages.

Real Love: Can You Accept It?

Colette Dowling, LMSW

All of us have been wounded in some way, whether by early love relationships or later ones. Naturally, we create defenses to avoid getting hurt again, and unfortunately this includes defenses against love. Real love, when we've gone so long without, can cause anxiety and sadness. Love hurts, as the song goes. So unconsciously we are motivated to keep it at bay.

Not you? Well, think again. You might surprise yourself.

Being truly loved tilts our world and creates anxiety. Sometimes it’s easier to settle for the illusion of love--to create fantasy relationships that may have the outward signs of being the real thing, but which lack the joys--and the tensions-- of real love.

Or maybe we actually do manage to fall in love but before we know it, romance fades, dismally. Why does this happen? Because we can't tolerate the tension caused by being loved, the insecurities it stirs up.

"I thought love is supposed to make us feel secure," you say. Not necessarily. The way it can play out is this. Soon after we start feeling committed to someone we lock love into a compartment far removed from day-to-day reality. Removed, that is, from the way we actually behave toward the other. We have the IDEA that we're in love, but our behaviors don't match the concept.

Think about what this is like when you're on the receiving end--that is, when someone's giving you the talk of love but not the behaviors that go along with it. Before long you're wondering where reality is. It's confusing, even crazy-making. Is it him (or her) or is it me? Is this real love?

A lack of loving behavior on the part of someone who claims to love you is definitely a red flag. But you already know that, right? The real question is what you're doing in the complicated mish-mash that is supposed to feel good but in fact has you feeling anxious and confused.

Real love seems to elude us. People enter therapy thinking they can't find it, when the real problem may be that they can't tolerate it. Or, they may lack the capacity to truly love another because they haven’t yet worked out their own identity issues. They want someone to “complete” them and make them feel whole. Unfortunately it doesn't work this way. We make a gift of ourselves when we love, and to do that we have to be complete to begin with.

Partly, this "I need love in order to feel complete" is a cultural idea. We're told we need a soulmate if we're going to be truly gratified in life. Without a soulmate our glass will remain forever half-empty. Life's journey becomes the endless search for romantic gratification, without which we basically believe we have nothing. Firestone and Catlett, in their book, Fear of Intimacy, offer us an eye-opening definition of love. Love "is those behaviors that enhance the emotional well-being, sense of self, and autonomy of both parties”. Your goal, in other words, is enhancing the other, not yourself. The task is in giving yourself enough love to feel good--at which point you'll actually have something to offer someone else.

What Firestone and Catlett are talking about, in Fear of Intimacy, is that anyone who claims to love will behave in certain predictable ways toward the object of that love. Their behavior will be appreciative and respectful of the true nature of the other person. They'll support his or her personal freedom, rather than try to possess.

Those who say they want love but basically avoid it are in conflict. They'll need to repair the wounds they've experienced in the past if they want to be able to tolerate the anxiety that goes along with mature love.

Creating in oneself the ability to love is a developmental task, and often mastering it requires help. But the good news is that it can be accomplished--IF love is something you really want.

See more of Colette's thoughts on love here.

Colette has a private practice in Manhattan, where she specializes in the treatment of women. She can be reached at 718-594-0201, or at dowlingcolette@earthlink.net.

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For further information on real love and other relationship issues see Colette's website.